Abandonment

Wow hello there, it's almost been a year since I last posted. Well actually I told myself to abandon this blog for good but I just had the sudden feels. Hahaha.

Alright where do I even begin. So much has happened within a year. So much tears and memories shared, be it bitter or sweet, I'm thankful.

A few major events that happened to me this year was definitely

NPSU - FOC :) Bragi, under DH Alson.

Where do i even begin. We went through so damn much together. Through the GL trainings, the sweat the tears the sleepovers @ Jalan Tari Zapin etc. All these are but a memory, but you know what lasts, is how we felt, and the times we had together. I am so thankful I am in Bragi and not anywhere else. :')

Secondly, 

One of the milestones in my dance journey. Never expected myself to be able to be part of something so surreal and amazing. This training period with the sassybots was  really one heck of a ride. The PTs and the studio floor wet from our sweat, all felt so worth it when we emerged 4th. The top 3 were kind of out of our league, and i never expected us to emerge 4th. This was one of the proudest and happiest moments of my life, and i would never trade it for anything. 

So many lessons learnt throughout this year, and I guess we would never know if someone or something is really worth our time unless we give it a shot? (Okay i'm not quite sure what i'm saying here but).

In any case, I'm just thankful and glad to be where I am. :')

Till next time. 

Stuck in her daydream

Aye! Sorry for the lack of updates these days.
I don't know why but I'm losing the motivation to blog these days.

It's been almost a month since I last updated.
I won't go thru all the events that happened, I'll just briefly touch on how I've been feeling.

Been to 2 camps in September & overall i had a really fulfilling experience.

Team Bonding Camp with 6 Directioners!

Amazing times with them. It's always nice meeting new people and making friends. I really had an enjoyable and crazy ass fun time with them. We were famous for our freaking-freaking long cheer & our self created games! Example? vvvvvvvvv
 

THE CORPSE GAME. HAHAHA. It was funny how it came about. We were just sitting down then. We got tired. Iskandar just said, "eh we all just lie down lar. EVERYBODY LIE DOWN, CORPSE GAME!" HAHAHA. It was so funnyyyyy then we began showing it to the camp crews and we eventually brought it out into the public.... Well, #yolo. HAHA. I miss em.

Picture of fenjabies who went for TBC too, i love them to bits. :>

TCP Empowerment Camp 

^ Presenting to you the silent heroes of our coffee shops.
Day 2 of the camp involved us in doing a lot of CIP work.
Opened my eyes to see the hardships the cleaners and workers face.
If they are doing all these dirty jobs when I am being fed,
who am i to complain?



It's been an amazing journey in this camp. I've learnt so much.
We are so blessed but sometimes I don't know why we refuse to open our eyes to receive these blessings.
This camp has really changed my life
Before this all I know is that I have to be thankful for what I have.
But why not go the extra step, to be a blessing to others as well?
(:

Really thankful and glad I was able to be part of this camp. :')

You'll always find your way back home.

Went back to Nanhua for teacher's day.
It feels good to be back home, being in a familiar environment, seeing familiar faces. ^^

Went back yet again for Mid-Autumn Festival!
However this time, they disallowed students from going up past the second floor.
Apparently there have been cases whereby students go up during Mid Autumn Festival & steal exam papers.
Hmm.

But we managed to sneak up. Heh. Snapped this picture from the dance studio.
I remember this sight when I was in S1 & S2, where it was our time to dance during MAF.
I miss those days. ):

After putting down our stuff at the studio, we headed down to look look see see.
The weather was bloody humid man.





"buay song ah, lai lor!"

Pillar of supports.

During this period of time, I am still ever thankful for these people in my life who have stuck by me.

Fenja "BBQ" - 24/8

Freyr Chalet - 26 to 28 Aug

Freyr Chalet - 26 to 28 Aug

Our new friend Larry at Millie Birthday Surprise @ MBS - 11 Sep

Millie Birthday Surprise @ MBS - 11 Sep

Fenja, one of the best thing that has happened to me in NP.
I honestly don't know where I'd be without them.
Thank God for all of them, & everyone ofthem.
I treasure every moment spent with them, lovely lovely people. (:

The rest of the pictures are not in chronological order, but they are roughly the events that happened.
& I am thankful for every single one of them as well as the people involved. :')

ABM Chalet - 18 to 20 Sept

After Night Cycling during ABM Chalet - 19 Sept Night

Watching sunrise @ ABM Chalet - 20 Sept morning

Dinner with Joan, Yuxiang, Lingling after dance - 26 Sept.

Party Comm Day out! -> Bowling & Steamboat - 15 Sept

Steamboat @ Joan's house + Celebrate Lingling's birthday - 9 Sept.

Wedding Dress Exhibition with Merilyn - 13 Sept.

鹤舞共鸣 Chinese Dance Concert - 8 Sept.

Yup that should be about it for now. Should be posting soon I guess! That is if i don't get lazy heh. Love y'all!!!!!






^ Isn't this just so precious haha okay bai!

Right things to say.

She had dreamed of her wedding a thousand times, and always she had pictured how her betrothed would stand behind her tall and strong, sweep the cloak of his protection over her shoulders, and tenderly kiss her cheek as he leaned forward to fasten the clasp. She felt another tug at her skirt, more insistent. I won’t. Why should I spare his feelings, when no one cares about mine?

This is not right, this is not fair, how have I sinned that the gods would do this to me, how?