I was such a fool, to not know how lonely you were.

I was eating dinner, when i asked about my sister's school life.
I decided that it was a bad topic to talk about.
I know i must be crazy to feel sad for her and start crying now,
but really, i didn't know she felt this way all the while.

Since P4 you felt so out of place, you were all alone.
It was only until P5 & P6 you found friends, you didn't cry on graduation night.
You went up to Secondary school. You were separated from your friends.
As upset as you were, you seemed so fine.
Today you told me, in school most of the time, you were alone.

I asked (why don't you go with M, S, B?)
Oh they go with their own friends was your answer.
(Then do you go recess alone?)
Yah.

I PE/projectwork need partners and stuff i always alone one.
If i really need i've to ask B whether i can join them.
I sometimes wish people would come to me.
(Don't you feel sad?)
Yes i do, but what can i do?

(What about during dance?)
There are 4 people in dance from my class.
2 of them always together, one of them is sisters with one of the 2.
So yah i left out again lor.

I know it may seem dumb for you readers out there,
like walau like that also want to cry.
I want love my sister and care for her, cannot is it?
I feel really sad for my sister.
Compare me with her, i think i've nothing to be upset about now.
I want to do something for her so badly.
Im sorry QingLi and that i love you.