No emooooo.

I'm not emo, I'm just gna post what i really feel.

K, to start off.
I realised in certain matters, no matter how much you try, you seem to forever lose to a particular person in every way.
Seriously you don't want it to happen, you try hard to beat him/her.
Well, you could probably blame his/her in-born ability.
But seriously, that can't be helped.
I guess for cases like this, we just have to shut up and just let things take it's natural course.
Because i think if you were to force things, the people around him/her will hate you like shit.
And that ends up you being the double 'victim'. Sort of.

Another issue is i don't understand why girls like to call their 'enemies' bitches.
Probably it was just to vent their anger, okay lah but don't label them as bitches.
I don't know why i am having issues with that word. :/

K, the next thing is emotional issues.
Not as in emo goth "oh i'm gna slit myself and die" kinda thing, like how to control.
Cuz today i just broke down too i have no idea why, thankfully for sweetheart. {:
K anyway, i don't know how to help with that.
Though i remember correctly Amanda Tan once told me that
"I realised ah, i cannot be so sad. Because there is still my family and friends who care what. Then if i so sadsad will affect them also ma."
I'm learning from Amanda. :)

Some things i need to get help with though,
HOW TO DEAL WITH BLOODY STRESS.
Haha. K bye people. :D
I know most won't read till here. RIGHT.
Hahah.