Still trying to make everything seem alright.

I try to make it seem all better but somehow when I reach home,
my walls of pretense just fell through & i just wna lay in bed to sleep.
Also, there's this feeling like you keep wanting to listen to the song, even though you know it upsets you.
Didn't know it'll hurt this bad, even till now.

Anw yay my lappy's back after I sent it for repair.
Screw bloody viruses. They reformatted everything & upgraded my system to Vista.
Thumbs up for that but I'm still currently trying to figure things out.
So everything's in a mess.
& yeah, Speech Day post will be delayed again sorry!!

Honestly i need more money.
FOR FOOD.
& I haven't been going to my favourite ice cream cafe despite my foul mood these days.
I miss my Daily Scoops break! ):

So messed up.

Oh on a sidenote, I wna



after Os!!!

Okay but duh, study > everything for naoz.