So tired of tears.

so i switched off my phone after nafa today till now, was feeling like a hell of a mess & i decided it was best not to talk to anybody. my back hurts & i'm feeling so annoyed & frustrated i don't mean to yell at my mom but i just felt so desperate to just go home and sleep. sorry mom.
maybe it's just major badass mood swings but i can't keep going on this way i've no idea why all i know is i gotta find myself back. no time to pay much attention to emotions. honestly just so tired of the shit i never seem to have a break from. yes i'm trying my best to look at positives but today is just not my day.

sometimes you have to wake up to the fact that nobody gives a shit about you so just suck it up & continue walking cuz nobody's gna be thr to get you back up on your feet but yourself.

there's math mock exam every monday starting tomorrow & honestly i'm dreading mondays more than ever.

i don't mean to be whiny you're prolly like "Walau complain so much for what sia forever emo like sai crazy." Ok everyone has their down moments mine's just a lil longer k.

times like this i wish i had lesser emotions.