“How do I start talking to you again? It's been so long and the time gap has made it feel like there's tension. It's probably my fault that we ever stopped talking, I said the wrong thing, got embarrassed and then avoided it, hoping that it would resolve itself or that you would be the one to start the conversation again. But you never did so now I assume you hate me.
But I miss you. I miss talking to you. I just don't know how to get back to where we used to be.”
Late night thoughts are here to overwhelm me again.
I wish you were here but I've probably gotten used to your absence.
& that's what hurts the most.
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