I feel like I've become a whole new different person it's like I wna scream & be heard but I'm afraid I'm just gna be ignored so maybe everything inside just gets forgotten until idk what really matters anymore.
But here's the thing, nobody really gives a shit whether you're unhappy or not. So you might as well be happy.
Really quite upset by the fact that the amount of things I've to complete is weighing my heart & mind down that idek how to like rest? Ok idk what I'm saying it's all bullshit thoughts now. It's supposed to be something I enjoy doing but it's draining me out badly everyday.
I feel like I've changed, I feel like I've lost most of the zest within me & I've become so much quieter these days. I hate who I am now. I don't even recognise who I am anymore.
I'm so scared so tired I just want to. Break free of all these for a bit.
But it seems like there's nowhere for me to run to.
In any case, I gotta keep my head up & keep fighting. And of course continuously count my blessings.
Lord I need You.
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