YOG

2nd Anniversary of Youth Olympic Games Opening Ceremony.
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I don't even know what to say.
Thinking back of all those times and memories only make me sad...?
Sad to think about how much things have changed and also how those times would never come back again.

I really miss the old NHDS,
I hate what it has become.
& it's terribly heart wrenching to hear what it has become.

Nanhua has undeniably changed too.
Don't know what has become of my second home.

Maybe im just stressed right now.
I need an escape.

P.s/ sorry for the lack of updates, been pretty busy.

Memories stay unchanged

Happy 3rd Anniversary of Asian Youth Games Opening Ceremony.
:')

290609, has always been an unforgettable date.
I guess it's cuz it's the day that I first felt like I was dancing with my second family, my NHDS.
For once it felt like there was one thing in my life that I finally got right, & all the hard work was made worth it in that few minutes on stage.

Sadly, it might have also been the last time I ever felt this way.

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Anyway, I had a really good day today at the Blue Planet Concert.
Was really fascinated at the beauty of the world we live in, & also how fragile it is.
Inspired. (:

All the ABM babies were so well dressed today haha!
Ok last picture before I go.

God bless. 

I am glad you came.

Last post of 2011! (Edited)

2011 has indeed been an amazing year. But I know, I've been thru so much that I don't wna rewind them. Cuz I know everything happens for a reason, & it's by the grace of God that I'm standing here today, stronger than ever. (:

2011, I learnt that relationships aren't everything. I'm v thankful for all the little memories here & there. 1 year wasn't easy, I'm glad it happened, I'm glad you're still here, as my friend. (:

People come & go, they seemed perfect for a while but then they disappear, everytime. It hurts, so bad. To go thru the exact same thing as I did 2 years ago. But now I see things differently. The tears & the sleepless nights paved another path for me, a path of strength. It's time that I realised, reliance on solely one person ain't gonna work out. Sometimes there are battles we have to fight ourselves, & it's gonna be alright. (:

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It's thru all these heartache, that led me to a even more beautiful thing in life, the gift of friendship. :')

Starting with 410.

And all the other special people who made 2011 such an amazing year.

The gift of friendship touches the heart like no other love can.

2011, I realised who are the people who will stick by me thru everything. The feeling's so amazing, just knowing you have friends around you to pull you up when you fall. I can't explain how much I truly appreciate everyone.
The little acts of kindness, listening ears, happiness, tears shed, memories shared, I'll always remember them.
Really. :')

This is the year that the times in both my dance in NAFA & NHDS come to an end too.

NAFA, where do I begin?








My favourite place to escape the world & get lost in dance. Not to forget my favourite girls who always make my day by just seeing them. If it wasn't for 邹老师，I wouldn't even be in NHDS. She's given me so much opportunity in dance & has really made dance part of who I am today. 10 years with her & my NAFA babes just flew by like that, but the memories will always stay with me.

NHDS, I've learnt so much.

Definitely, 老师 is my second dad. I'll never forget his teachings in life. I think if it wasn't for NHDS, I wouldn't have opportunities to participate in mass dances. It's simply amazing.


'95, my favourite brothers & sisters.

Srsly went thru so much together. We always had so limited time to choreograph our dances!!! 1 week for both teachers day & speech day! It was really hectic, but it was heartwarming to see the seniors also so supportive & often dropped by on us during choreography. & we did it, together. :') Looking back now, it brought smiles to my face & I really miss all of them so much. 4 years together wasn't easy. :')

Juniors, taught me that I had to be patient. Esp 96. Seeing them leading the whole NHDS now somehow makes me feel.. Proud of them. :')

I had the opportunity to spend a long vacation with my family too. & I realised no matter what at the end of the day, they're gna be your strongest pillar of support. So dont take them for granted & continue to be patient to love them more. (:

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Alright I guess that's about it, the content is pretty brief tho it's lengthy. But this is truly a remarkable year & all I have to say is that, I'm thankful for all that I went thru. (:

& thank you for putting up with the lengthiness to read up till this point.
I just wna let you know that, I love you. & thank you for being part of my life. :')

Happy 2012! (:

Just to go back again.

I woke up one day to realise how much I miss being in dance.
It kinda struck me as a really random thought like hey, i miss those days when we had to be stuck in those sweaty & sticky body suit & slacks and still run around like crazy people with a lion chasing em or something.

And then the picture of 95 flashed past in my head and gosh i miss them so much. ):
Really so badly.
I saw these pictures on Yingying's blog. We took them on the last day of school.

Oh & i realised Yingying mentioned me a lot in her blog hehe i love you too babe!





I love the second picture a lot cuz everyone looks so crazy & ahhhhhhh it makes me miss '95 even more.

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So anticipating the end of Os man seriously, I'm so afraid I'll burn out & fall sick right after Os. Pray I'd be strong enough to make it thru.
Left E.History, Geog Paper 2 & Sciences Paper 1s to go.

Cmon it's near the end gogo!
So excited to shop for prom hehe. ^^

I miss '95. );

2 years ago.

Mymy how time flies, it's exactly 2 years since Asian Youth Games Opening Ceremony.
I honestly would go back & relive all those moments, even if it means the scalding parade square or ripping slacks on the rough burning floor etc.
I suppose that was the only time performing with NHDS felt like a family.

Ok enough of these sentimental thoughts about NHDS, but i miss being in thr so much hmm.
Screw prelims.
Fry my brain cells onlyyyyyyyy.

COME ON PRELIMS FASTER FINISH.

Take a bow.

Remember these bunch of people?
The similar faces that used to stay by you guys during your times in dance?

Today's officially the day,
the S4s step down from NHDS. :')

For all the things that we've brought you guys through,

We hope those times were as memorable as it is to us.
Indeed, you guys may be quite difficult at times,
but I hope with the new exco in place, the juniors of NHDS will better cooperate with the leading batch to continue to soar.

Congratulations & all the best to the exco 2011!
Hope you guys, together with 96, will work hard to bring NHDS to greater heights.

:')

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Anw, English & HCL Prelims are over!!!
The HCL paper was sucha bitch, the essay topics are like

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& paper 2 was super lengthy & the standard was crazily high.
LLF even said this was gonna be the standard of the O's HCL paper.

I have this constant bad feeling about Sports Carnival tomorrow eh!!!
Like something bad's gonna happen that's just gonna ruin my entire day.
Hmm, I'm kinda scared.
Kay, shall not put much thought into it.

Hey you.

if you're reading this & you're going through a bad time,

I just wanna tell you that.

You're gonna make it through, hang on a little while more.

Don't give up, have faith.

Things can only get better, don't let go.

(: